PB?

Feb. 2nd, 2013 09:22 am
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 Tom Hopper
Chad Michael Collins

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May. 2nd, 2012 07:50 am
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Tyler,
Hey kid, I've finally got my door back and am heading back home to take care of business. If the next time you see me, I'm rocky again, please try not to mention how things end up for me. I'm not asking you to lie or anything but if the subject doesn't come up, please don't bring it up. There are things I have to take on faith.

See ya later,
Ben Grimm, the younger one.

Ellen and Fawkes,
Hey guys, my door is back so I'm heading home. If you happen to meet me being rocky again, please don't mention my being human if you can. I don't want you to lie or anything but there are things I need to face in my past on faith.

Take care,
Ben Grimm, the younger one.

Val
Hey Gal, my door's back and I'm heading home. I want to thank you for the chance to help save your Johnny, it meant a lot to me. I'm not asking you to lie for me but if you happen to meet me as my old rocky self, please try not to mention my being human again. There are some tough roads ahead and I need to face them on faith.

Take care,
Ben Grimm, the younger one.
unbreakableben: (Veritech)
As he flies into position within his Veritech (How cool is that?), Ben listens to Alyx's speech and as far as speeches go, he'd have to give it two thumbs up. It's definitely better than Fury's "Go kick their asses." He glances at his radar for any hint of enemy aircraft, and to check on friendly, and all seems well so far. The words of his first Drill Sargent pass through his mind, "I don't care if you've already saved the world once or twice Grimm, my purpose here is to forge you into a weapon. And let me be quite clear, I am the hammer and this flight deck is the anvil, the only variable in this equation is you. AM I GOING TO BE MAKING A RELIABLE WEAPON TO DEFEND THIS EARTH?!?!" "Sir, YES SIR!" he had replied.

Time to find out, Ben thinks as, with the signal given, he accelerates to attack speed. Given the fact his craft and Adrian's are the fastest, it was decided Ben would be responsible for the first pass to draw as much fire as possible and with the number of bogies that just appeared on his radar, that part of the plan won't be too hard. He opens the missile bays of the veritech and as he toggles the switch he can't help mumbling, "I am the god of hellfire and I bring you fire!" He flips the left joystick over to arm the beam canon and fires at will before his pass takes him beyond enemy targets. He grins as he spots all the blips chasing him and, after tensing for the G forces, converts to Battleroid mode to change his arc of fire to end up facing the on coming horde of flyers. A few more bursts of fire and then he converts to Gerwalk mode and shoots straight up out of the line of fire.

Just as he's beginning to get cocky, the first telekinetic wave hits him and he nearly blacks out. He has to fight to not engage his powers for fear of destroying the cockpit. Fortunately that's when the Calvary comes in the form of the rest of the Air Strike. Shaking his head, Ben flips modes again back to airplane and does a strafing pass over the enemy ground troops to soften them up a bit and then pulls up to a near vertical arc.

He lets loose another volley of missiles, followed by a barrage from the beam canon and a strafing with the gun pod. Another telekinetic attack hits him followed by a mind blast. He bites through his tongue in the effort to not engage his powers and a growl deep in his throat is all the outward sign of his struggle. His hand, trembling, reaches for the self destruct of its own volition. Ben growls louder and focuses his will against the alien presence. It's like the Gah Lak Tus wave and Thanos all over again but he'd be damned if he was going to fail the Earth, any Earth.

"GO. TO. HELL." The hand reaching for the self destruct passes the switch and hits another as his other hand pulls up on the throttle. The mini-missile bay and beam canon payload disengage off the veritech, gravity and momentum pulling it towards a large cluster of the enemy. As Ben pulls out of the range of the mental attack, several explosions rip into the Mongolian tundra. "Can't argue with physics bitch."

He levels out the veritech, eying the battlefield for the next best target. It's then that he notices the absence of all the drones. What the heck? Maybe I'm up too high? He pushes the joystick forward to dive at a cluster of gunships who turn to meet his on coming rush. He easily dodges their volley of missiles but  fails to realize they were setting him up for the cluster of megagunships approaching him from below and behind. His right wing shreds a bit as gunfire riddles it and he spins to pull himself out of the line. Stupid! Stupid! He berates himself as he dodges left then right, missiles and gunfire seemingly where ever he turns. Another hits his right engine and the warning lights pick up their cries of doom.

No way out of this, he has to admit as he hits the self-destruct button he had fought so hard not to press and pulls the lever activating the ejection seat. His canopy flies away and he shoots up into the sky away from the death blossom of his veritech's death song. He'd shed a tear except another gunship has him in their sights and are firing a missile straight at him.

But he's not out of this yet. He turns on his powers with a cry of defiance at the face of death. Tearing through the straps anchoring him to the ejection seat, he gathers himself for a leap just as the missile hits.

unbreakableben: (Human-drama)

"Murderer," the voice, like a rusted pair of scissors, calls, barely a whisper.

Ben stands in the decayed and frozen castle, turning, looking for the voice.

"Murderer...." 

He spins and sees the ashes in the cold hearth stir with the whisper. "You had to pay," he says clearly though he wants to yell.

"Is that what you tell yourself? Does that help you sleep?" The sounds of metal footsteps approach and Ben tries to turn on his powers. Nothing happens.

"Your life for millions, seemed pretty clear to me."

"So noble," the voice hisses in scorn and the footsteps stop. "And such a lie. I saw your eyes when you did it, so cold. I never knew you could be like me."

"I'm nothing like you!" He yells.

"You didn't even do it for those millions. Or yourself did you?"

"You had to pay!" Ben yells though it nearly a plea.

"No," the voice rasps, ignoring his protests, "you did it for him. I'll save a seat for you, Hero...right next to me."

"I'M NOTHING LIKE YOU!" He yells as the hearth bursts into hellfire and the metallic laughter grates against his ears.

Ben starts awake in his room and rubs the cold sweat out of his eyes. The nap didn't seem like such a good idea now.


unbreakableben: (SW-happy)
Ben might not admit it but his time being bound within Milliways is actually something of a godsend. He's had time to relearn how to move about in a body that is almost half the size it once was and test the limits of his strength, well try to anyway. Giant boulders might be good for relearning the skills needed to move awkward objects but they still weren't much of a challenge.

He's also be learning a lot more about the layout of Milliways, finding places he simply wouldn't have fit into before. For instance the elevator to the garage. Okay true, he likely would have fit but it would have been a tight squeeze and he never would have looked for it in the first place. But he had and to say he was glad he did doesn't even begin to capture the emotions he is feelings right now as he stares up at the lion.

Okay, yeah, there are a lot of really nice vehicles down here. Classic muscle cars, motorbikes, he's pretty sure he even saw a Chitty Chitty Bang Bang and maybe even the Green Hornet's car from the old TV show with Bruce Lee. But when he caught sight of the royal crest on the black metal and chrome of the robot lion, nothing else mattered.

And then he noticed the ladder on the side leading to the open cockpit door.

And then he noticed the heraldic styled key in the control panel which turned as if it had been waiting for him.

All the while a certain song is playing in his head as he yells out, "Go Voltron!" in unadulterated glee.
unbreakableben: (awkward smile)
"Okay, try to stay still," Sue says over the intercom from the control room of the altered MRI Reed had built for her. Ben was still her favorite puzzle and so another round of tests was the order of the day. "Hopefully Reed's adjustments will give me a better look inside you."

Ben would nod or say something but a) he's currently crammed inside the very small and nearly claustrophobic tube of the MRI and b) Sue had told him not to move. Soon loud clicks and thumps begin and the bed he's resting on slowly moves forward.

"I noticed you've been reading a lot about aviation and space flight," she says again as she adjusts a few dials. When Ben doesn't respond she looks up to check on him. "Ben? Are you okay? You can talk, just try not to move too much okay?"

"Yeah, I'm fine."

"Good...good. So why the books?"

"Well you said I should learn something right?"

"Well yes but Ben...I don't know how to put this nicely...I don't think you'd fit in any aircraft or space craft that's in flight today. Why bother?"

Ben doesn't answer at first not quite sure how he feels about someone checking up on him. Finally, he says, "Well. It's kind of silly."

"Go ahead, it's not like we have a lot to do while the MRI does it's thing."

"Okay, well you know how I can't tell my mom anything about the accident? Well to cover for things I lied and said the military guys here were testing me for becoming a pilot as a reason for my not going back to college. And I never lie to my Mom so I'm making the lie a truth. See? Silly."

"Ben, that is not silly," Sue says blinking away a few tears. "I think it's nice. If you'd like I can run the tests military pilots and astronauts go through. I'll have to adapt some things but we can do it. It can even help my studies of your physiology."

"You'd do that for me?"

"Of course Ben. Your my friend...no, you're family now."
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Later that day Ben finds two surprises in his room. The first is a box with several pieces of oddly shaped rubber and a note from Sue which reads, "I imagine turning the pages of a book to be difficult for you so I had these finger grips made for you. They are really easy to make so if you lose any, feel free to let me know and we'll get you more. Keep reading!"

The other seemed to be just be a card but when he opened it, he discovered a bigger shock than the first. The note read, "Hey, the guys and I pitched in some rations and got you a bed. It's the high density rubber we use as a shock absorber for the flight deck so it should work like a dream. Get lots of rest cause I'm not taking anymore excuses when I kick your butt at push-ups. ~Sharon"

He turned in surprise to see the palette of cement that had been his bed now had a black rubber mattress. Cautiously he sat and then laid down. For the first time in months he slept soundly and had pleasant dreams.
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Excerpt from the bulletin boards of whatisthisthing.org:
Aintnorealthing: So who do you think was stronger, Namor or the Thing?
Thingfan: The Thing. Namor may have been faster but he never picked up a bus let alone used it as a club.
Thingfan-02: True but that doesn't mean Namor couldn't have. Don't get me wrong but I think Thing needs to work on his agility. If he had been quicker, Namor would have had a hard time.
Aintnorealthing: That's true. Still Thing did have the Torch with him. The Torch helped a lot.
Thingfan: Definitely but the Torch needs to learn to stay far away from physical fights. He's not much for a fist fight.
Thingfan-02: That's what Thing's for!
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Ben woke at five a.m. feeling the walls of depression closing about him again and decided to try something different than weathering the storm. He tried pacing his room, watching movies, funny kitten videos on the internet but nothing worked, the size of his room was just too small. His guards jumped when he opened his door and left them trailing behind as he made his way to the flight deck. What he needed was some exercise and he figured the shock absorbent floor there should make it so he didn't collapse the building or at least wake anyone else up.

Once there, his guards finally caught up to him and, after reporting his location, took up positions on either side of the hanger doors. As if I'd really try jumping, he thought. Suicide watch sucks.

Instead of confronting the issue though, he began doing push-ups, moving on to sit-ups, burbees, planks and then onto agility drills. An hour later the off duty MPs and other military personal showed up for their morning exercises and gave him an eye. He was tempted to give them the deck but figures if Guppy can trust Ben with his little girl, these guys can learn to trust him enough to share a frigging flight deck.

The cold war continued for about half an hour until Sharon Ventura entered, took a moment to take in the scene and shook her head at the boys. Then she parked herself right next to Ben to began her own set of one armed push-ups as the one arm was still in a cast. Ben just happened to have been about to start a set of push-ups himself and so switched to one armed to work with her. When he got to 50 he looked over to see what exercise she'll do next and caught the challenge in her eyes as she continued.

When they got to 150 the other MPs have stopped to watch. When they got to 200 all the other personal on deck had stopped and the betting had begun. At 500 Ben finally starting to feel his workout and at 600 he gave the victory to Sharon. The gathered personal cheered and some even patted Ben on the back despite having lost their bets and for the first time he felt a sense of fellowship.

"Rematch tomorrow?" he asked.

"Wouldn't miss it. Try to save some for me if you get up early again okay? That was a pathetic show."
unbreakableben: (Action)
"Dude, you sure you're okay with Sue showing Namor the town?" Ben asks Reed as they share a cup of coffee in Reed's lab.

"Hmm…" Reed says distractedly as he makes a few adjustments to his latest project.

Ben reaches and grabs Reed's head and pulls it around to face him. "You're girl showing Mr. Ego the town. You sure you're okay with it?"

"Oh yeah. Well mostly…" Reed replies. "I mean Dr. Storm has a couple of heavy combat drones following them around and Sue can take care of herself."

"Yeah, but what about you guys? That fish guy ain't exactly hard on the lady's eyes."

"Well, Sue's a grown woman. She can make her own choices…but if you and Johnny wanted to 'go out on the town' I wouldn't stand in your way," Reed says hopefully.

"You know, now that you mention it, my legs could use a good stretch. See yeah later."

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Claire had so looked forward to finally getting to see New York City and with her sixteenth birthday, her chance had finally come. Her parents had saved up for the trip and everything was perfect. A hotel within walking distance of Central Park, tickets to see Wicked and she even caught a glimpse of Thor as he flew to the Triskelion. Today they had decided to see TImes Square and all was perfect…until the cab they were in was picked up by the hunk of a guy and thrown at the rock monster. She couldn't tell if the screaming she heard was hers, her mother's or her father and she supposed it didn't really matter. What did matter was that she was only sixteen and she was going to die, painfully and horribly.

But then the strangest, most miraculous thing happened. The rock monster caught the taxi and saved them. He even winked at her through the window. That was until the hunk flew over and hit the monster in the back and kidneys (do rock monsters have kidneys?) a few times. The monsters face crumpled in pain but he never dropped the car. In fact he turned to shield the car from the nutjob!

Finally, the monster croaked out, "A little help here Johnny?" and then there was a wall of fire separating them. The monster carefully put down their taxi and then leaped away to attack the nutjob again only to be knocked three blocks away.

After that things went really crazy. Her mom couldn't stop screaming, her dad was trying to pull them away somewhere (but where was there to go?) and the nutjob knocked out the flaming man. Then there was a giant robot, a fifty foot woman in her underwear and the Ultimates (by this time Claire was wondering if she had hit her head). Then the Invisible Woman, she wasn't invisible at the time, made an invisible dome around the nutjob and the flaming man. She screamed for everyone to close their eyes and there was this bright flash and then everything inside the dome was burnt (except for the nutjob and the flaming man). Then the rock man came back and dropped a bus on the nutjob and everyone cheered cause really, who can take being burnt and then hit by a bus? Turns out the nutjob can. Then the nutjob really started screaming and the sky when dark and there was this massive water giant (that kind of looked like Poseidon) and the nutjob ranted some more and then the Invisible Woman kissed him. After the kiss he said something like, "She meant it" and then he flew away. The water giant collapsed getting everyone and everything wet and the four heroes (cause that's what they were Claire decided) stood looking awkward until a military van came and picked them up.

And truth be told, it was the best time Claire had ever had.
unbreakableben: (umm)
Ben comes to and the waters are calm though the silt is still clouding the area. He feels an immense pressure and can barely lift himself but once he does, the block of debris rolls off him and he stands. Breathing is hard. His face plate is cracked and water is seeping in but that shouldn't matter as his suit is pressurized. Oh wait, if there's a crack that means it's not pressurized so much anymore. yeah, that migth be why he's having trouble breathing. Where are Reed and Sue?

"Reed? Sue? Anyone hear me?" he broadcasts and gets intermittent static for his trouble.

He looks around and finds them both knocked out (he hopes it's just knocked out) and their suits seemingly in good condition. He picks them up and carefully makes his way back to the sub. With his suit compromised he'll need to decompress before entering the cabin proper. He should probably decompress Sue and Reed as well, just in case their suits were damaged. Ben had studied the dangers of deep sea diving and the articles on rapid decompression really made an impression.

Ten minutes later and he pulls Reed and Sue into the cabin to strap them into the seats. He tries to fit himself into the pilots seat but won't fit. Crap.

Bending down he examines how it's anchored to the deck and then pinches off the nuts holding the bolts in place, careful not to damage the hull, and then lifts the chair to stow it in the pressure exchange chamber. Grabbing the joy stick, he experiments a bit to get the feel of the sub before activating the engines and beginning their accent. About four hundred fathoms later it occurs to him that the sub's radio might not be damaged and so flips it on.

"May day, may day. We are under attack by a super powered individual." the radio crackles.

Ah Hell, he thinks and carefully pushes the broadcast button. "This is Discovery Eight. Calvary's coming!"
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[OOC-The following dialog and scenes come from Ultimate Fantastic Four 25.]

By the time they've gotten to where they can see the hull of the boat, Reed and Sue have woken and the radio has been giving a very one sided rundown of Namor and Johnny's fight. And just in time to, as Johnny's body plunges into the ocean. Reed hits the autopilot homing signal, pops the emergency hatch and yells out, "Let's get Johnny. Forget about the sub, it'll find it's way home." He then stretches to catch Johnny's until Sue wraps him with a force field and melds it to the one with air she and Ben are rising in.

"Easy, little brother," Sue says as they continue to rise. Breaking the surface into a nasty squall of rain and wind, they can see Reed has engulfed a struggling body which is safe to assume is Namor. "Big, deep breaths…"

"Ben?" Reed calls out casually like they do this every day. Sue has already formed stepping discs for Ben and is moving him into position.

"I know, I know…" Ben says pulling back. "Clobberin' time." Namor goes limp and Sue pulls them all together into one large disc which floats to the research ship.

"Over here. Just a little closer. C'mon, hurry up!" Doctor Storm is calling to the deck hands.

"Don't worry, Professor. We managed to disable our royal friend without doing any permanent damage." Reed calls out.

"Never mind about him. It's you guys I was worried about." Doctor Storm says as he leaps across to Sue's force field to hug her and Johnny.

"Never scare me like that again. You hear me? Never scare me like that again."
unbreakableben: (BestBuds)
[OOC-All dialog and scenes come from Ultimate Fantastic Four #24. Dear god I'm deep in the Land art now...help me.]

Cramped as the sub is, Ben is doing his best not to move. Accidentally hitting Reed or Sue while they steer would be bad enough but if he upset the center of balance and sent them spinning? No he'll just sit here quietly, in the gradually darkening tight closet and try and make himself as small as he can.

"Twelve hundred fathoms and starting to feel the pressure, Doctor Storm. Even with Sue's force field…" Reed reports.

"You can turn back any time you want, Reed. If it all gets too much, you only have to say the word." Doctor Storm replies through the radio static.

"We can handle it," Sue replies calmly.

Five minutes–and two hundred fathoms–later, the headlamps of the deep sea submersible start to illuminate shapes. Nebulous at first but soon they become clearer; pyramids, obelisks, columns, buildings and towering above them all a massive sphinx nearly three times the size of the greatest pyramid at Giza.

"WOW!" Ben says forgetting himself and leaning forward. The whine of the motors increases as they automatically adjust for the pitch his shift in position has caused.

"Are you getting all this? Are the cameras still working?" Sue calls out.

"Recording everything you're seeing via the sub's cams." Doctor Storm says from the surface.

"I'm so proud of you, Susan. You've no idea how proud of you I am for this. I'd give anything to be down there with you right now. Anything…" the other Doctor Storm says. Ben looks over at Sue to gauge the affect of the praise from her long lost mother as he's still not convinced Sue is okay.

"We're suiting up now. Back in five minutes," is Sue's only reply. Once they are all suited up in the specially adapted deep sea suits (well Ben's suit is special but Reed doesn't really need one–aside from oxygen–and Sue is fine in standard issue), Sue switches on her helmet's radio and cam and reports, "Suits active, are you receiving?"

"Loud and clear."

They cycle through the pressurized chamber and turn on their helmet spotlights. As they decent into the water, Ben can't help but wonder at the near weightlessness he feels. It's almost like being in the space of the N-zone again and he can't help the thrill of excitement which takes him.

"Disengaged from Discovery Eight and following the signal to its source, Doctor Storm. Force fields are working fine, all instruments fully functioning." Reed reports.

"Roger that."

They follow the signal to the base of the sphinx and search around until Sue spots a blinking light. Carefully brushing away the sediment they study what appears to be some sort of electronic lock.

"What's the problem?" Dr. Storm says, impatient with the silence.

"I know this sounds weird, but there's some kind of digital lock on the door…like the ones we use for secure areas. I can't believe this thing's still working after nine thousand years." Sue says.

"Ben?"

"Already on it, doc. If you guys could clear a little space…" Ben says before he punches through the stone door. Who puts an electronic lock on a stone door?

"We're inside and getting some weird feedback. The signal's getting stronger, but the electronics are flickering on and off and I'm starting to feel a headache coming on," Sue says once everything settles.

"Defenses, most likely," Reed says. "Stick together and everything should be fine."

They continue past a few chambers, past walls covered in hieroglyphs and statues of seated pharaohs (with oddly pointed ears which remind Ben of Elrond) until they reach another locked doorway. Reed studies the writing and deciphers a cartouche as,"Namor?"

The last thing Ben hears before the whirlpool engulfs them is Sue screaming, "REED!"
unbreakableben: (BestBuds)
"Shouldn't you go make sure she's okay?" Ben says worried about Susan. After their return from the Zombie-verse, Susan and Johnny's mom returning from the dead after 15 years shouldn't be that big a deal but Ben can't imagine how betrayed he'd feel if his dad showed up after all that time. Plus Susan didn't exactly leave the meeting composed as all the shattered remains of coffee cups could attest.

"Sue just needs to be on her own for awhile, Ben. Between her mom showing up and the Atlantis situation, I think she just needs to cool down and assess the variables a little." Reed replies as they make their way through the nuclear containment area to where they're keeping the zombie Fantastic Four. And there's a whole new ball of therapy. No one should ever have to meet their zombie doppelgänger.

Ben shakes his head. Reed's the smartest guy on the planet and yet still the stupidest. Still what are best friends for? "What are the variables that she's gonna kick your butt for not giving her enough attention?"

"Slightly less that the variables of her dad kicking us out of the Baxter Building for bringing these super-zombies back from a parallel dimension."

Both raise their arms for the guards at the check point and are quickly passed thru.

"Man, that dude kicks us out of here he's looking at the world's biggest lawsuit. He's as much to blame for me looking like an over-baked turd as you are, Stretcho." Ben continues blinking in the red light of the highly secure area.

"Ben, we've opened Earth up to an infection that could destroy the human race in less that twenty-four hours," Reed replies as he hits the switch to raise the admantium shutters of the observation window. Their zombie counterparts are already staring at them as the room is revealed. "That beats a turd transformation any day of the week."

"What's this 'We' kimosabe?" Ben can't help but think as it was all Reed's doing that opened the way for these zombies and just like in the N-zone it was the rest of the team that was left to clean up the mess. Ben really hopes this isn't the beginning of a pattern.

[[OOC-All dialog and scenery taken from Ultimate Fantastic Four #24. Thoughts are my addition.]]
unbreakableben: (Default)
[[This entry's song: Times Like These]]

The next day Ben is still feeling down but fighting to remember that it won't last forever when there's a knock on his door. Startled, he stares at it for a good minute before getting up to answer it. No one ever visits in any other capacity than official and they never knock for that. Okay, Johnny visits too, but he just comes right in and never knocks.

"Hello?" he says half in question when he opens the door. It's the MP he had hurt. Her arm is in a cast and it takes Ben a minute to realize she's got a slight smile on her face.

"You going to just stand there or are you going to invite me in?"

"Um...sure..." he says completely off guard. "Why?"

She holds up a six pack of beer and says, "Peace offering."

"What? I'm the one who should be apologizing. I never would have done that had I known you were..." he starts to say 'a woman' but catches himself.

She gets his meaning anyway. "Oh if I was a man you'd have done it on purpose? You think a woman can't take a broken arm?"

"No that's not what I meant. I just don't hurt women."

"Then you're an idiot. If you were a normal person I could take you down twelve different ways from where I'm standing, seven of them possible with a cast."

Ben just gapes, completely tongue tied.

"But that's not why I'm here. Your friends have been chewing Ross' ear off for how he treated you and have roped Dr. Storm to fighting for your release. I thought I'd come and see how you were doing and to offer my apology. I should've handled things better."

"What? I broke your arm! How is that your fault?"

"Touching you when you are not aware is like sticking your arm in an engine block when the motor is running. Dangerous and your own damn fault if you get bit. So I apologize Mr. Grimm and I expect your house arrest to be lifted within the hour."

"I...accept? But can you call me Ben? Unless you want me calling you Ms. Ventura?" Ben says reading her name off her uniform.

She smiles in return. "Fair enough. I'm Sharon. Ben, it's a pleasure to meet you. Can I ask...were you going to jump that day?"

Ben swallows as the whole situation makes a lot more sense suddenly. "No," he says a bit gruffly. "Even if I was gonna, there'd be no point. I'd likely have landed on someone, killed them and been no worse for wear."

She studies him for a bit before opening two of the beers and handing him one. "I know it's not my business, but would you jump now?"

"I...don't know," he admits and takes a sip of the beer. "Sam Adams, nice."

She takes a couple of sips as she ponders his answer for a minute or two. "Can we sit?"

"Sure," Ben says and steps back into his room. "Sorry about the seating."

"Okay we've got tons of big brains and an insane budget. We can take people to another dimension but we can't come up with better furniture for you than concrete? That's not right."

"It works okay. It reminds me of those blow up chairs."

She laughs a good minute before getting serious again. "Can I tell you a story? About why I joined the military? There was this song that was kinda big when I was in high school by the Mighty Mighty Bosstones called The Impression That I Get, you remember it?"

"Yeah, that was a pretty cool song. Lots of horns and stuff."

"That's it. Remember how it talked about being brave and how you never know if you're going to be brave until you need to be? That's why I went into the military, I wanted to be tested. To find out if I was brave or not. I don't know that I've really been tested but I know you have been and I think you still are. I'm a little envious really."

"What, why?" Ben asks taken aback.

"Simple. If you can survive this, you will know nothing can break you. Nothing. Most people don't get that."

"I...wow I never thought of it like that. Thank you."

"So what are you going to do?"

"Only thing I can, my best. Hey can you do me a favor?" he says digging behind one of the cushions that are making a pathetic attempt at making the couch look normal.

"Possibly, what is it?"

"Can you give this back to Dave? I think he...dropped it," he says holding out the grenade. He doesn't think he's going to need it anymore and wants to make sure it's not around if he changes his mind.

"Uh...sure thing. I won't even ask."
unbreakableben: (SadEyes)
[This entry's song: Winter]
The grenade fits in his mouth with surprisingly little difficulty but he needs to look into a mirror to find the pin. Turning he takes one (hopefully) final look out at the city and the sunset when he sees a couple on the roof of the building across the way and a little down. They're kissing and seem to be having a good time. He doesn't even bother to swallow the tears but they cause him to blink a few times.

When he can see clearly again he sees the woman is struggling, trying to fight off the man and he's not stopping. Ben lets go of the pin of the grenade and wonders what he can do. It's not like he can call the police. Maybe the M.P.s? But before he gets to the phone the woman stomps on the guys foot and punches him in the nose. The guy lets her go in shock and backs away, blood running down his face. She runs for the exit but stops short when the guy yells something and pulls out a gun.

Ben spits out the grenade and tosses it at the couch (fortunately the pin doesn't come out). Crossing the room, he picks up a football and is tearing off the window before he's aware of what he's doing. A quick snap and the guy on the other roof crumbles into a heap. The woman looks up toward Ben and he backs quickly into the shadows to hide. She waves a hesitant thank you before kicking the bastard and picking up his gun. Then, after another wave, she disappears down the exit.

Ben watches her leave but freezes when he catches sight of the billboard above the exit.

It's full night when the guy begins to stir across the way and groggily picks himself up to stumble to the exit. Ben barely registers his leaving sitting in the dark of his room as he continues to stare at the billboard.

Half an hour later he picks up the encrypted cellphone Reed made for him and dials the number from the billboard, 1-800-273-TALK.

"Hello," answers a pleasant voice.

Ben doesn't say anything.

"Hello, I'm here for you."

"I...I need some help," Ben says finally.
unbreakableben: (SadEyes)
[This entry's soundtrack: All My Life]

Eighteen hours ago he was pacing his room after having been confined to quarters after the accident, confined until a full investigation could be completed.
The sickening snap echos in his thoughts.

Twelve hours ago he tried reading some Shakespeare but couldn't focus, "to be or not to be" was too close to home.
All he can see is the look on the MPs face as he broke her arm.

Six hours ago he tried studying Aviation to turn his lie to his Mom into a truth but altitudes and wind sheer didn't seem to matter.
Mr. Grimm, I need you to step away from the ledge.

Four hours ago he knocked over one of his cement chairs in a brief explosion of temper and rediscovered the cavity he had carved in it's base and the stash of things he had palmed, things which he had hoped would be able to pierce his skin.
Her pale, pained face swims in his mind's eye.

Thirty minutes ago he laid out all the items in his stash and sat looking at them; a titanium alloy spike, a hand grenade, a bottle of pills. He rejects the pills cause if he can breath acid what the hell kind of damage can drugs do?
Step away from the ledge...

Now he's staring at the broken spike which had shattered after only five minutes of him trying to shove it into his wrist. How is he going to explain this?
unbreakableben: (SadEyes)
[This entry's soundtrack: Where Is My Mind]

Ben is feeling honestly good for the first time in forever. Not just flashes of giddiness or the rush of the momment but honestly happy. He's helped stop the world from being destroyed not once but twice! First from those Borg aliens, the Gah Lak Tus (well they weren't the Borg as they detested anything organic but close enough) and then from extra-dimensional zombies. No, scratch that. From extra-dimensional super zombies. And he had knocked that dimension's Hulk straight into next week!

And let's not forget kicking radioactive ghoul butt in Ellen's world as well.

He looks down from the observation balcony on top of the Baxter Building and thinks back to that day months ago where he had leaped out of the building and KO'd Godzilla. He remembers his words then, "I might as well be the hero..." and damn it why not? Why couldn't he be the hero?

So lost in his thoughts, he completely misses the squad of MPs as they exit the elevator and surround him until one of them touches his shoulder and says, "Mr. Grimm, I need you to step back from the ledge."
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As they ride in the elevator car, her CO is outlining the situation. It was simple enough, Mr. Grimm was spotted on the observation deck, standing at the edge. The Brass and headshrinkers were worried he was getting ready to jump and so here they were.

"Taser rounds gentlemen. Remember Mr. Grimm is bullet proof. If you need to fire be sure your fellow solder is not in the line of fire."

The car echoes with "Yes SIR!"

Once up top, they form ranks, a semi circle, around Mr. Grimm who doesn't seem to even notice them. "Mr. Grimm, please step away from the ledge," her CO barks out to no effect.

The MPs look at each other not quite sure what to do so she rolls her eyes and lowers her weapon to step forward and touch his arm. "Mr. Grimm, I need you to step back from ledge."
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Ben raises his hand to brush away the touch and feels the snap more than hears it. Confused he turns to look.
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She sees him raise his arm to brush her hand away but her forearm gets caught and before she knows it, there's a sickening snap and her arm goes rubbery like that other kid. She bites her lip to keep from screaming because the men in the squad will raze her for it. A groan escapes instead.
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He looks into the pain filled eyes of the MP and is frozen in shock. Parts of his brain pick out details, she a woman, chestnut hair, hazel eyes, the freckles across her nose, but on the whole nothing registers. That is until her grunt of pain spurs the rest of the squad to action and the CO to bark, "PUT YOUR HANDS ON YOUR HEAD RIGHT NOW MR.GRIMM."
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She looks into his blue eyes and sees the dawning realization and horror at what he's done.
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Ben ignores the CO and the squad and catches her as she goes weak from shock. Carefully, oh so carefully he picks her up.

"YOU WILL PUT DOWN MY SOLDER RIGHT NOW AND PUT YOUR HANDS ON YOUR HEAD."

Tears of self loathing choke his voice but he says clearly, "Fire or get the hell out of my way. I'm taking her to the Infirmary, whether through you or not is your choice."

The MPs break and form a column to the elevator but they keep their weapons trained on him and he can't blame them. He is a monster after all. What was he thinking?
unbreakableben: (fantastic)
It's amazing the difference one person caring about you makes, Ben thinks as he pours the potatoes into the heating chamber. Yesterday I was hoping the Think Tank could come up with some way to kill me and today... He's so lost in his thoughts Ben completely misses Reed and Susan walking in on his and Johnny's little side project.

"What?" Johnny says all innocence as he drops several potatoes under Susan's big sister glare.

"What are you doing?" Reed asks stepping forward and removing his glasses to get a better look at their project.

Susan's phone rings but she rolls her eyes at Johnny before answering. "…yes, Susan Storm at the Baxter Building. We won't need your transport but we need a GPS fix…"

Caught red handed Ben stands quickly and hides the half empty bag of potatoes behind him. "We were, well, there was some stuff laying around, and we had an idea, and…"

"We're building a still." Johnny interrupts.

"…yeah," Ben says with a sideways glare at Johnny.

"I swear there are parts of my old particle accelerator in this. You're trying to make alcohol with something designed to create subatomic particles?" Reed says amazed and a little awed.

"We kinda thought that maybe it'd be…quicker?" Johnny says with a smile.

Susan hangs up her phone and turns to the others. "We're good to go. They say an escort flight will be over the building in five minutes."

"Where are we going?" Ben asks.

"Would you believe the Ultimates want our help?" That catches everyone's attention and they race to the roof hanger.

"So Dad's in some skunk works, we're all gonna get some super-spy security clearances and something really weird is happening?" Johnny asks as the run towards the VTOL fantasti-flyer.

"That's about all I know," Susan replies.

"And we get to meet the Ultimates?"

"Well, General Fury's running the show, Dad says."

"Nick Fury's cool. But I'd be up for maybe meeting Iron Man." Johnny continues as Reed helps Susan into the flyer.

"Or Thor," Ben says remembering the feel of Fawkes' Hammer of Righteous Smackdown. "Thor's cool."

"I'm kind of fond of Thor too. Big, hairy, muscly Thor," Susan says with a teasing grin for Reed.

"Get in the car." Reed says, disappointing Susan by not rising to the bait.

"Make me big boy," she fires back as she straps in. "GPS location's in the system, Reed."

"Okay, let's ride. Opening the main doors."

As the roof top doors open, Ben's buckling himself in and is surprised to find himself feeling almost giddy. Soon enough the thrust of the flyer pushes them into their seats and they rise above the Baxter Building and New York City to a clear, blue sky day.

"So where's this escort?" Reed asks looking around. "I mean, I don't know how a helicopter from the Triskelion's going to keep up with the flyer anyway…"

"Beats me," Susan responds. "Maybe we should be going higher and looking for a chase plane…" Just then Ben shoves his head forward looking up and they follow his gaze. "…I think I see…"

"…Our 'escort'…?" Reed says finishing her sentence.

"Oh, man. This is gonna be so good." Ben says nearly squirming in his seat as the figures of Iron Man and Thor descend towards them.

"Good afternoon, kids. They tell me the entire world is in danger from some hideous alien beasties once again. Terribly dreary, I know. So what we're going to do is fly across the continent very, very fast, discover all kinds of perfectly vile things, kill everybody and then have a little drink. Ready?" Iron Man's synthesized voice broadcasts.

Ben can't help but think Iron Man is a bit of a douche but he is impressed with Thor's hammer. It's much bigger in person, just as Thor is.
unbreakableben: (Fine)
[Interlude's soundtrack: Foo Fighters, Learning to Fly]

Three days later and Ben can't decide if he should be impressed or creeped out by all the different ways to kill or maim the think tank has come up with. Some are simple enough but some really make you wonder how they came up with the idea in the first place. He's also a little unnerved by how easy it was to go from shooter to target but that had been his aim so he's not saying anything.

Today it's a nerve disruptor kind of gun and he's not too sure about it; even if it works it's effects will only be temporary paralysis right?

"Clear the testing area. Firing in three, two…" Jossie calls out before she is interrupted.

"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?"

All eyes turn to the speaker and Ben nearly face palms. Susan Storm comes storming in and the gun is yanked from Jossie's hands by invisible means.

"Well?" she says again, nearly barking. "What is this?"

"He volunteered," Jossie says as if her hand was caught in the cookie jar. Susan turns to glare at Ben.

"I just wanted to be useful. Unless there's something for me to hit, I just sit around." It's a pathetic excuse he knows but it's hard to come up with anything better when she's glaring at him.

Susan pinches the bridge of her nose in an attempt to calm down but fails spectacularly. Through clenched teeth she says, "This is not Asgard, you are not vikings and YOU ARE NOT BALDR." This last she nearly screams at Ben as she grabs his arm and pulls him out of the firing range. Ben's heart does a little leap and he realizes this is the first time anyone has touched him outside of testing or fights since the accident. His heart melts a little at her touch but he clamps it down straight away as this is his best friends girl (even if they aren't official yet). Instead he allows her to pull him so she doesn't get hurt.

"This is the last I hear or see of this," Susan yells at the scientists as she pulls Ben from the lab. "If it happens again, invisible snakes! In your bed!"

In the hallway outside she pulls him up to a wall and pauses to take a few calming breaths. Once calm, she looks him in the eye and asks, "Do you really feel useless unless we're fighting?"

He can't keep her gaze and so looks down at the floor. "Well. Yeah. I'm not the smartest cookie and I can't leave so I was just trying to help."

"Okay. I get it but that was really risky Ben," she says her voice heavy with concern. "They could have hurt you. I'll talk with Reed and we'll figure out something for you to do. For now, why don't you go to the flight hanger and see if anyone could use some help there?"

"Okay, no problem," Ben says, touched (though this completely ruins his plans) and turns to walk down the hallway. "Lifting things is about all I'm good for. Well hitting things too."

"That's bull Ben and you should know it. We'll find something okay? Till then why don't you study something? We've got one of the greatest libraries here."

"Yeah fine."
unbreakableben: (Default)
"Come on guys, I'd be perfect for testing stuff on," Ben's saying in his most persuasive tone of voice. "Using robots to fire things won't tell you if the gun's gonna fire badly or hurt the shooter right?"

"True," 'Death corset' Jossie says. "But your skin will take a lot more punishment than a solders."

"You can put pressure gauges on me."

"It would cut down on the budget and increase the accuracy estimates of first person usage," another labcoat adds.

"Does General Ross know about this?" inquires a third.

"I'll convince him. Come on guys," Ben says bringing out the baby blues, "I'm feeling useless and cooped up in my room. Let me help out around here."

Jossie looks at him for a long time before saying, "Okay, IF Ross agrees and you do exactly as we say. NO deviations from the experiment."

"Deal!" Ben says secretly thrilled. If anyone can come up with something that might hurt him it's these guys.
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A sampling of headlines and TV news hooks:
Our Newest Heroes?
 
 
Earth, Wind, Fire and Water, Not Just For Disco Anymore!
Super Solder Project Back On Track?
Are All These Heroes Good For Our Children?
Three Beauties and One Beast?

Excerpt from the boards of whatisthisthing.org:
Realamerican: All I'm saying is the guy doesn't even look human! How do we know he wasn't working with those aliens in Vegas?
Monsterhunter: Totally. I bet he's a mole for the aliens and when we trust him, they'll invade!
Thingfan: I'm sorry but have you looked at the footage from the fight? This "Thing" clearly stopped that alien ship from destroying the MGM Grand and killing God knows how many people!
Aintnorealthing: Great, we got a ^&^%@*& freak here who fetishing on the monster.
Realamerican: Yeah. Go  back to your mom's basement and let the grownup alone you little @%^#$^.
Thingfan: Do you kiss your mother with those mouths? Is courtesy in debate honestly so hard?
unbreakableben: (Flammin02)
Ben looks out at the sun as it sets behind the skyline of Manhattan and tries not to think about tomorrow or the day he's just had. Tomorrow he and the whole bunch are heading into the N-zone, the dimension that caused all this craziness in the first place. Will he come out worse than he already is? Or will he come out human again?

As for today…he shakes his head and can't help remembering the cry of panic as that gal's "death corset" went haywire, attacked Susan and before he knew it he threw himself between it and her. It was silly really. It's not like Susan couldn't have saved herself but he had reacted on instinct. That really wasn't what bothered him though. What bothered him...still bothers him is the sense of relief he had felt when he thought he was going to die.

As the sun finally sets Ben turns and mumbles, "Ellen, I just don't see how you find the strength." He doesn't even acknowlegde how weird it is to talk to someone from a different reality who isn't even there.
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"This, God help me," Reed says to Mission Control the next day as the all wait within the recommissioned Space Shuttle, "is Awesome to the firing room. We're ready to go."

"All boards on green, Awesome. On your mark."

"Activate the gate."

Sue checks her instruments as the N-zone generators fire up. "Gate is lit, ten seconds to full power. Eight. Everything's green. Superposition codes loaded into the back gate firmware. Four. Three."

"Firing room to Awesome: you are go for launch."

"Launch commit." Reed replies. "Main engine start."

Ben takes a steadying breath as he feels the thrust of the shuttle and the crimson gate to the N-zone fills their viewports.

"WOOOOOO HOOOOOO." Reed calls out as they transition from one reality to another.
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Six hours of sitting stationary in the N-zone later…

"I wanna go outside." Ben says finally having enough of Reed and Susan's science chatter. The zero gravity was fun but spending time in close quarters with those two was like going to Hell and finding out it was school 24/7. "I got the suit, right? We ain't moving, so I ain't gonna get left behind. So I wanna go outside for a walk. You got a problem with that?"

Fifteen minutes later he's suited up and the cargo doors are opening to let him out. The glow from the N-zone space is nearly blinding but doesn't really bother him. Carefully he pushes off the shuttle and floats out. He can't help but think of the Observation Window in Milliways.

"…I'm just going for a walk because you people bug me okay? I'm not having fun or anything. I'm just going for some…well, not air. Similar. You know what I mean." He not even sure what he's saying or why. He's nervous, that's for sure but that's no reason for why he's rambling, is it?

"Your tether's fastened?" Reed says through the communications system.

"Reed, you don't look a friction' thing like my mom, so quit trying to do her voice, all right? I'm fine. I'm just…" Ben replies back as he bends for a leap off the shuttle's wing. The red glow and emptiness is breathtaking and gives him pause before he continues, "…just going outside." He twists to look back at the shuttle and sees his line.

"What's he…" Reed asks Sue from inside the cockpit.

The tether is right there, one pull and he'd float free and never have to go back. Never have to lie to his mom, never have to face being the monster. He could die out here in peace. But something stops his hand and he tumbles some more. He can't help the little laugh that escapes as he realizes he still wants to live, that he's not so far gone that taking his own life seems the only thing to do. The laugh turns louder and soon he's laughing for the joy of free fall, of weightlessness and of the impossible place he finds himself.

"You think maybe we set his oxygen too high or something?" Sue asks.

Ben tucks into a ball and spins faster and then pulls himself open and twists laterally as well as horizontally.

"No…no. I think he's fine." Reed replies to Sue. "I swear, I don't remember the last time I heard him laugh. Not since before the accident." Their musing is interrupted by an alien voice which startles them. "What in…"

"That's language, Reed. It's got repetition and cadence. There's someone else out here. Someone alive in the N-zone."
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They'd been following the signal for three hours when they found the space station.

"So this 'could be' a space station full of people who've stayed alive in a dying universe," Ben says getting his face in front of Reed's instruments to be sure of his attention. "Now, here's my bit o'science; do you think the people left standing at the end of a game are the nice people? Or do you think they're vicious jerks?"
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And of course the aliens left at the end of the game are vicious jerks…

"I think a young universe would suit me much better. And so, with the breeder and the sick one aboard your child's rocket…" the alien Nihil says. "It is indeed time for you to go." He pushes a button on his instrument panel and the translators that he had installed into Reed and Ben's space helmets explode, rupturing the glass.

"Aaaaah. You know…seeing complete strangers slowly die in front of me like this? It warms me like little else in this old, cold universe. Choke on our sweet air, you tiny pink-lunged children. Perhaps you could see your way to thrashing a little for me."

While Nihil speaks Reed has worked his left glove free and uses his elastic hand to seal his helmet. "Sealed! Ben! Hold on! Ben! Pull my other glove free! I can seal your helmet! BEN!" Reed shouts as he hears Ben coughing die out. Has Ben passed out? Is he dead?

"This air tastes like crap." Ben replies ignoring the brief thrill he had felt when he thought he was going to die (and not by his hand) and the disappointment that took its place.

"Ben," Reed says relieved. "It's not air. These people basically breath acid."

"You're kidding me."

"I've splattered my hand over my helmet like bubble gum to stop my insides from boiling. Do I look like I'm kidding?"

"Huh. Okay I guess we found out what my lungs do after all." Ben replies and turns to walk towards Nihil. "And that means I can beat the snot out of you, ya little freak…"
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"I'm on fire now, Reed" Ben calls out to Reed. He's torn off one of Nihil's wings, slugged a bunch of cheap b-movie ripoff Star Wars aliens with a support pillar which didn't support anything (unless it was just a perch for Nihil), caused tons of damage to the control room of the station and generally made himself a nice attractive target while Reed does his genius thing at the main control bank. "But don't worry about me, man. You just keep fiddling around with your science stuff over there."

"Actually, I'm good to go." Reed says from behind him.

"All right let's roll."

"Kind of a lot of them."

"You know, I actually liked having a spacesuit…and these jerks ruined it. Kind of a lot of them? Good."
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Back in the shuttle, they hit the thrusters for a maximum burst. Ben looks back and sees some sort of space dragon break free of the space station and turns to the other. "Hey Reed. We got us a chase scene."
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Their momentum carries them through the gate with the space dragon in close pursuit and their engines are stuck in maximum thrust. Reed fires one of the alien plasma guns at the engines within the shuttle several times until they finally die but too late to prevent a landing within Las Vegas. Fortunately General Ross has ordered the air raid sirens to be fired and the main strip is cleared of traffic. Once the shuttle stops Ben kicks open the emergency door and they leap down in time to see the space dragon come crashing right behind them, it's momentum caring it on a crash course straight at them and the hotel behind them. Ben doesn't even pause as he braces himself to catch it and stop it before it crashes into the MGM Grand.
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The fighting's over and General Ross is happy even if their cover is completely blown as he finally has his death ray.

"I think we're finally going to get to be super heroes now." Johnny says.
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Back in Queens, Mrs. Grimm is watching the Evening News when the live footage of the alien attack in Las Vegas interrupts the piece about the dancing poodles. She pauses her Tivo when the news camera zooms in on the rocky monster who is seemingly stopping the out-of-control monster ship by himself and looks at his eyes for the longest time. Then she sits back with tears in her eyes...tears of pride and love.

"Oh my boy."
unbreakableben: (Default)
 "So have you seen your site?" Johnny asks as they hide behind a huge plate of titanium Ben is holding up while Susan, Reed and all the technicians continue their calculations and countdown to another teleportation test.

"What are you talking about?" Ben says not really paying attention as he's more worried about what's happening at the controls. What if something worse happens to me?

"Your website," Johnny clarifies. "You've heard of this thing called the internet right?"

"'Course, I play Farmville and WoW but I don't have a website."

"Yes you do, 'whatisthisthing.org'. You should check it out. Someone got some bad photos of you and put them up. Looks like Ross's goons aren't as good as they think they are. I don't get why no one's put up a site about me though. I mean come on, fire beats rocks!"

Distracted they miss the final countdown and the hum of the transporter charging up. There's a flash of light and then the scientists are cheering. Ben's fighting the panic and takes a deep steadying breath.

"Hey, you okay?' Johnny whispers, concern clear in his voice. He may raze Ben but he feels for the guy. IT's just his way of distracting him from the mirror.

"Pttt, I'm fine," Ben manages and then calls out, "Did it work?"

"It worked," Reed replies.

"Okay. Now explain to me again what that means?"

"Dude," Johnny interrupts with a wicked grin, "you are so dumb. You are as dumb as a sack of rocks. Which is what you look like, so..."

Ben looks over his shoulder at Johnny. "I could snap your neck with my eyelid. So why don't you explain it to me? Or I might decide I need some practice with that."

Johnny throws a dismissive hand towards Ben and turns to leave. "Explain it to the man, Reed. I'm busy."
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That night Ben pulls out his laptop and carefully types out the URL Johnny mentioned and begins to read...
Some kind of alien monster! And just what is our military doing about it? Or the Ultimates?
Is this the face of human evolution as mutant propaganda would have us believe?
This site should have a warning for younger viewers or be adult only. My child saw this and had nightmares for days.

Sighing Ben closes the lid and lays down on his concrete bed to stare at the stars. He doesn't even notice the tears.
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